I am probably going to chicago over spring break,
I am going to the bamboozle road show!
I am excited for the warmth.
I am starting to appreciate some things obama is doing. big shocker there.
I am wanting a popsicle. A warm one.
I love matt dallas.
I love Brendon Urie, but that isn't new news. :D

NONstop mint

I am extremely tired, I dont know how I got this tired. I want to be more awake.
I dressed nicely today for a spanish art critique. I looked so good. I mean, I still do. just turned down :D pictures later, when I am less asleep...

Eventual Termination: A Poem about Doctor Gothic

A Poem about Doctor Gothic
"How do you live without purpose?" Doctor Gothic Contemplates. "What do you do with your life?" You spend your days, thinking of how to end them,

Doctor Gothic onstage, her blue eyes,
hidden under clumps of makeup, masks under, well formed eyebrows,
her hair is just another Mask.
Her hands hold a shot glass,
her eyes rest on the peaches above.

Onstage, Instead of a play, a single spotlight remains:
The practiced physican stands before you,
gifting her failure,
A hospital as the imaginary backdrop.
This horrific murderer,
calmly under the hot lights,
ready to explode.

Onstage Doctor Gothic says, "Everylife you touch, lives one less day because of you,"
They dont know it yet, but you will cause them to die.
This revelation brings you down.
Doctor Gothic, she says, "Knowing this will cause you to give up on dreams..."
What will you do?
what DID you do?

Hostpitals are gimicks,
they give false hope of survival,
but you were going to die anyway...

"What do you do for the rest of your life?" says Doctor Gothic
How will you make the world better, and does it even matter?

this poem was just written to reflect the poems at the beginning of each chapter of Haunted...

Its Cold out here, but you dont know that yet...

Hey, this is going to be my first TRUE blog post in a while,
Its not like I have been overly busy, I just have had no desire to write very often.
So I will share about my life :)

good news
I may be getting my braces off really soon :D
I am no longer in writers workshop, so writing is more fun I suppose,
I am "do"-able
I am reading a GREAT book
I just started writing a great Ryden Fan-fic.
I kinda don't have school tomorrow,
I have had fun hanging out with friends these past few weeks,
My last quarter grades went, A A A A A A B C+ I suppose that isn't TOO bad.
I am going to camp this summer, and this person I don't like isn't
I haven't had too much homework yet.
I got a turntable, and an old camera.
I have some new skeleanimals things!
Special Friend (Self Explanatory)
Jo, DOESN'T hate me!

Some not so pleasant news
I have to wear 6 rubber bands in my mouth,
I am not in writers workshop.
I have to go see a play tomorrow
I got a C so now I cant do anything interesting on school nights :(
Camp is a very long time away,
Panic concerts (for me anyway) are a long time away...
I am developing a new habit of NOT doing any homework
Turntable: I have like 3 records so far
Camera: I do not have, nor can I afford, The film, and the development fees
I waste my money, QUICKLY
Special Friend lives in Florida (this is always bad news)
I live in st. Louis. (This is also not so great news)
I am addicted to RED BULL
January 31st would be better in Florida. Like most things. Even though Florida smells like Mold.

Its cold here you dont know that yet...
I got the concept and came to the conclusion
That the top floor was just an illusion
To the fact that I go this break in my backT
hat I can't get out;
I cant figure out how

You appeared right in front of me
Before your march down south a university
Is where you spend your daylight
But we're both just waiting for this friday night
Although the distance is daring
We both know how to drive

I see where your coming from
We've been on the same boat since day one
I see how you like to run
Back to the things that got you here
Although the distance is daring
We both know how to drive
We can't make up for the lost time that we both apologize for
I cant stand the fact that this extremity is the center of my day
Mondays I sleep away
Tuesdays I lay awake
Wednesdays are the worst
Thursdays I reminice
Fridays I see your face
And I can breathe


I am cold, and sick, but happy
I now love Red Bull, so I want that for my birthday :)
and I have a turntable, named Simon!